This past year and a half has been the greatest I have ever felt about myself. I have everything in my life that gives me joy.

Life is such a great journey and you really never know were you will go. Exploring my capabilities and having friends who nurture me in just the right way! I was talking to aarion last night at our friday night soirée(Indian food finishing with a tea party on the deck). While sipping the many pots of tea; we were talking about our purpose. She is working on her computer skills in addition to her art. This summer for me is so full of goodness and major struggles.

What is going on with jess:

1. Algebra- trying to get a C in the class-tearful summer process
2. Spending time with friends drinking and quality time in every aspect.

3. Being a beach slut

4. Yoga/ biking!!/climbing/ jump rope

5. Lovin’ up;yeah

6. Read two great books which were really great. Taking two summer classes and taking care of myself really doesn’t create much time

7. Tending to my garden

8. Making yummy food along with ice cream.

Friendships are so interesting. Some people you felt like you never could live without are gone; people who have been there for you through everything. Lately with my new found interest I have thought about my decisions differently. I feel very guilty for my decisions; ihavebeenhonest. My friend has been there for me for more than 8 years of watching me grow up. I would drift away and come back. I can make such bad decisions. Life is all about the Johnny realizing your mistakes and making good on the future with them. I feel confidant about pursuing my passions and expressing my desires in life. I have such a great friend circle that I feel secure in. He aids me in everything in my life from serious hw to picking me up. I am torn.
School is to get done asap. I have had no regrets in my life and although I am not where I would like to be in my schooling I needed the adventure to make me what I am now; I wish I had moved with my friends to cali though. I would have never went to college..well maybe. I have had some interesting opportunities arise in my life that make me think..What to do with what is given? hm. There is so much world out there to be rocked. I haven't an idea of what I would like to do when i finish college, but moving to a dreamy landscape sounds great. I love having an amazing free gym!

I dream of moving to France and listening...to everything. I have been keeping myself active I feel like I most likely did in this picture. This picture would make allot more sense if you saw what lead up to this. it is Halloween. A pic of me and jenn with our candy piles. jenn sits next to me. Then a band-aid on my face. It is safe to assume she ate my candy or the gremlin did! ha I guess survival of the fittest ay? Winter fun is coming so WATCH OUT !
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