Friendships are so interesting. Some people you felt like you never could live without are gone; people who have been there for you through everything. Lately with my new found interest I have thought about my decisions differently. I feel very guilty for my decisions; ihavebeenhonest. My friend has been there for me for more than 8 years of watching me grow up. I would drift away and come back. I can make such bad decisions. Life is all about the Johnny realizing your mistakes and making good on the future with them. I feel confidant about pursuing my passions and expressing my desires in life. I have such a great friend circle that I feel secure in. He aids me in everything in my life from serious hw to picking me up. I am torn.
School is to get done asap. I have had no regrets in my life and although I am not where I would like to be in my schooling I needed the adventure to make me what I am now; I wish I had moved with my friends to cali though. I would have never went to college..well maybe. I have had some interesting opportunities arise in my life that make me think..What to do with what is given? hm. There is so much world out there to be rocked. I haven't an idea of what I would like to do when i finish college, but moving to a dreamy landscape sounds great. I love having an amazing free gym!

summer lovin' almost over. morning star.. I thought veggie food. travis and gram knew financial software. DANG. gram says I should go into food. I like this guy but i am not that into him but i had a couple MO partys with him. I am not that into him. Dang. latin fun indeed. I suck. I am going away to find a mountain man... actually i hope to stamp numbers on their calfs. ha seriously
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I love these people. and caberet dada is amazing..why bc they are so funny. I also got my digital camera!!! YES YEA YES I am so pumped. It is small, cute and rugged. everything i love.. except liam. liam is cute big and rugged. my darling shea butter and maricino did not attend last night but fun was totally had. oh and dada is byob! not bring your own bear.
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My cousin is in town and I love seeing him because he is so passionate about life and an endearing person. My family rocks so much. what else rocks columbus! We went to a fashion show where there were some very hot guys as well as women. that was a winning weekend. It was spent with shea butter so you make the call. this weekend I was in cininatti where the goal was to go to the zoo and fun was had there. what kind of fun good fun and bad fun like my digital camera sitting in water. SO I will be attempting to take it appart today but you can still send me donations for a underwater zissu camera. love jess!
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My hair is chopped off. it is so cute i feel more pixie like. it is still long enough for my lil pony action. i ran my first race, which was a 5k. I didn't tell anyone I was getting my hair cut nor that i was running a race. my manager(shea butta belive me) also didn't tell me she dyed her hair! we rock. I had a great summer fun day on sat filled with dan. we went to this restaurant called le oui oui. It was great we went out for coffee and then dinner. ended our day with going to 1300. i saw some friends of mine who i hadn't seen in a while. I love reconnecting with old friends and they are fabulous. I also forgot how i love people from akron. last night I went out to thursdays which was super fun. mom, cousin, and aunt came out to see me race and that was awesome, but what was the best was having alan come and run with me as i finished! super being! I am so happy as of late. I love it ! i missed out on hot tubb fun last night. boo.
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I went fishing in the deep waters, but did not go deep sea diving last night all though the fish were biting. I may have caught a fish that has wonderful stripes. Anyone who has a chocolate soirée again I will totally go again. I mean you tell me it is going to be hella great with the name. Ronald Dahl and Oscar wilde are ethereal. I am elated about the goodies that were attained via work. Summer fun this year is going to be freaking awesome. Shea butter and I have been having a lovely time together. I love who I am in the past I felt like I was not doing things right, but it was just me allowing him to make me feel that way. Because who rocks!! I do! I am totally flip-flop~ tea salon delightfulness! Speaking of the take 5 is the 2nd best candy bar. caremello holds the num one spot many decades running. I am happy about so many things that are literally and figuratively simmering. Thai YAH. I love it! I am having so much fun gah.
my black co worker montero says to me " you smell like black nuts"
wha? haha still great. Sweetness
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Went to nyc this weekend to visit friends and ahh was it wonderful. yo trabajo mana~na no gusta. yo necisito trabajar en nyc en la invierno ahh.
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When Theresa and I talk our stories have so much vitality to them. When we talk we just connect on so many levels. Lately I have been feeling neurotic. No one knows what is going on with me and I just won?t share because they don?t have related problems. we just giggle at our nerdy lives. I miss her and Marianne. I feel so loved inside right now. It is kind of like when you have a crush on someone. snowrock! I had a recharged weekend so I am so ready for my crazy week to start! Ahhh haha
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this weekend was really good. I feel satisfied in the things I wanted to do. Did some baseball action with boys. Learned how to play chess and I guess I did okay. So if you like any boardgames call me! did some screen printing. Which turned out so sweet my friend wanted a copy on two of her shirts. ROCK. Friends. and slept real good.
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i thought i would post this because these were some glory days at work.. my new job really suck sometimes. at the bra store everyone loved me seriously. I had a chant. i rocked there. my name was the jesser. i loved who i was there also. it is kinda like a cool club that i got paid to be there. ny new job no one cares if i dont' show up and get fired. no one cares if i help them. i am called crabby pants. not as endearing. well tonight was fun i went to mavis winkls with shaun. i wish i drank beer. then in the evening i had china buffet. tonight i hope to have marshmellows. PLEASE!!! I might be going on a weekend trip too to an unnamed destination and found this site. http://www.couchsurfing.com/
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Saturday night was a bonfire and me getting smore action all over me. None brought about cutting marshmallow out of my hair. I need a new campfire playmate who lives in close proximity to me. It involves late nights at the metro parks, walking around in the dark; eating marshmallows or smores if organized. The latter part of sat implicated a cat peeing on me and I seeing my x boyfriend, all on my night out. Other parts were better. It was and I am not even saying anything about it. I am working on being private. Although nothing big is going on.. or is it. Mystery. Yesterday I had the best pasta din made for me. it tasted like bruschetta I used to get at Krieger?s. Tonight is clean up my room, which looks like liam had been looking for my bikini top, again. Arggg tomorrow it is a match up, TENNIS.
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Jim and fleance arrive safely in NE Ohio. there were a myriad of tasty things that went into my tummy. I didn't become conscious of how serious Jim and flea were about ice cream. Their deliberation about what variety of ice cream to get were longer than mine. Remarkable. Ice cream is serious. Tea is serious. Candy is seriously silly. We went to all places that make handmade ice cream. We went to elms farm which offers the kitchen sink ice cream I got peanut butter, Mitchell?s ( my new fav') and handels. I was at handels 4 times during this weekend. Awe-inspiring, uh? !! we rocked the hall and jammed out to Elvis Costello with the Amish. Jim has interesting info he said there are Amish bike gangs so watch out. Especially near the cornfield. i showed flea all of the wonders of ohio biking the tow path, two amigos (since luigis wasn't open) and brandywine falls and then other fun ohio things. I think this picture describes if Jim had a good time at Thursdays. I saw Alex that night, sweet. I had a great convo with a new friend. It is motivating. I am up to bigger things in life, While having a good time. How can a not? Especially with what is going on with me.

So I got home tonight while I was eating dinn I watched outdoor living network and it was giving the top ten reasons not to go to work. And 4 of them enticed me not to go. Biking the grand canyon, swimming with morays in Hawaii, scuba diving in caves in south America and rock climbing in yellow stone. Yellowstone and the Grand Canyon are up and coming possibilities. That would be really fun biking with fam and rock climbing with jim m. would be sweet.

One two three jam.
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